I'm done. The strings are broken. I give up.
Talk me through it, what’s wrong?x
To all of my daughters followers, this is to let you all know that on Thursday 29th March, Olivia attempted suicide, as a result she is on life support and this will be terminated shortly due to her being brain dead.
So to all of the people who posted support of this outcome on this blog, you can be real proud of yourselves.
As a father who saw her first breath of life and now to witness her last, I thank you for your upmost disregard of life. If this sort of activity gets you off, you are nothing .
To those of you that offered support to refrain from killing herself thanks..
You should all try to make contact with family even if it is against your wishes.
At least, leave a contact somewhere on your blog in times of need.
I know that you all need somewhere to vent your anger and feelings and that these blogs can help, but in reality family must always come first.
As a father, I can only write on this blog because Olivia did not shut down or log off her computer before her attempt.
I’m crying so much. Liv, I can’t believe I’ve lost you. We had so many things planned. Why couldn’t I have been there, why couldn’t I have helped :(. This is so hard for me to read. Knowing you’re dead, and I am alive. I hope you rest in peace my beautiful darling. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
If your father reads this Liv, I want him to know how amazing you were to all of us on here. You’ve definitely saved my life. Your smile was beautiful, everything about you was beautiful. You stood up for what you believed in and you were always there for anyone of your followers. You were one of the nicest people I had ever got to know. And I hope that your family know that <3
I noticed that you are helping people that are going through the same things as you, and I thought I would say how amazing you are and I just wanted to let you know that if you need someone to talk to, I'm going through it as well so I'd be quite happy to listen and maybe help. :)
thank you xx
first I want to tell you my english is not soo good cause I'm not from the USA or england ;)
and next well I can' tell you how sorry I feel for you but you'll porbably hear from everyone. but I can understand you so good. I also scratched myself. because of a guy and because of my look, my weight, my silly life.
now I put a finger in my neck and puke. first i thought i could stop that easily everytime i want, but now i puke evrything i eat. I've already lost about 20 kilos.
now I told you my whole story, sorry honey, this must be kind of bornig for you.
but i just wanted to say you that you are a great person and you will make your way. because there are people who like you, doesen't matter whats your weight or what you look like. it's about character. I'm one of them :)
lots of love
thank you xx
I do not use this blog, I can’t cope with having two.
So please if you need advice or what not, contact me on my personal/main tumblr.
I just need a place for my head.
I hate my parents. My mom physically abuses me. Everytime she gets near me, I flinch because I think she's going to do something.
I hate my dad because he mentally abuses me. He says that I'm a loser, that my friends don't like me, that I'm selfish and don't care about anything when I DO. He says that I'm such a failure, that I can't do anything right, and I guess I can't.
They say they love me, but I don't know what to think anymore. I just can't wait to move out of the house. I wish I could get rid of them, but at the same time I need them.
I've hurt myself, the cuts, the burns. I think about dying every day. I told my dad one day and he said "I'm taking you to a therapist." But I told him I stopped and he believed me. But deep down, I think he just wants to forget it all and have this 'perfect daughter'
I hope that'll everything will end some day. The pain, the stupid memories, I want everything to go away. Because I'm tired. I'm tired of my controlled life.
Sorry, I just needed to vent.
Maybe it would help to see a therpaist?
I went to a psychologist for the first time today, but I lied to him when he asked if I had ever hurt myself (I cut).
I'm scared to tell him, because he said that he'd have to tell my parents if I had thoughts about suicide or I was hurting myself.
I don't know what to do.
Are you still hurting yourself? Because if you tell him you used to, then he doesnt need to tell them if you arent doing it anymore
Maybe its time your parents knew, they know somethings up if you’re seeing a psych
where do you cut?
now? I only cut my legs and top of my arms now,